VEGABOND

1] GOOD FATHER  SON HUSBAND BROTHER AND FRIEND WHO WAS ALWAYS AVAILABLE FOR GIVING HELP OR ADVISE  2] WHOSE LIFE WAS FULL OF STRUGGLE BUT HE PLAYED WELL HE BROKE BUT HE DID NOT STOPPED HE ASSEMBLED AND RISES WELL MUCH STRONGER AND WISTFUL HE WAS BETRAYED BUT HE NEVER BETRAYED  

 Morning 3 o clock wake up cleaning till 3:30 am Email reply and building RN database till 6:30 o clock-doing all staffing work 7 to 9 - workout in the farm land 9 to 12 reading - project management python data science and scrum master  1-3 bath and food   rest till 5 o clock  6 to 9 - staffing work reading and job application + writing what i did today and discovered today

Mine primary problem right now is sudden stop of money cashflow which i was getting from mine salary pm and the emi which i need to give each month due to my job all other causes are riffle effects of this  what steps have i taken to solve this 1]Freelancing healthcare recruitment 2]looking for job in scrum and project manager role apart from business development and talent acquisition. 3]Increasing my current area of networking and market exposure   Although job could be a temporary way to solve my problem unless i get paid a good amount but i should take care of mine own cash flow and manage my money well

With the entry of high speed and cheaply internet india social media is accessible to anyone and the bad,vulgar things that were confined within a locality is polluting the whole nation i saw one social media food vlogger who had a tremendous appetite for non veg food and the way he treats the animal it appears that god have build that animals for him to consume he do]nt have any pity on them at all he sees that as his only food who gave his this right is it proper to kill and eat someone who is weaker then us and who do'nt speak like us or looks like us and if we are eating them at least we should respect there body and kill and eat that much in which our stomach is fool and not to waste i am also a meat eater but i consume them for just taste and i will abandon this very soon since its a childhood habit so it would take some time.India tropical climate dont make meat eating a compulsion we have enough production of food here to take care of ourself

Now days its appearing to me that mine peers friends are better then in there professional life a they have got enough time to develop themself which i have used to earn money and carry mine family responsibility.When i have this myth than suddenly i sees someone very less fortunate than me and yet he is doing well in his business life professional life had not much to offer to him due to lack of skilled education i may appear fool somewhere but life have taught me many important lessons life have tendency to move forward from bad to good and vice versa its a series of events both good and bad.Our responsibility is to used it the best way we can in order to get release from this cycle although it appears difficult for me now to the lessons i have learnt in this past 6 months since i am out of job  1] Reserve security money - at least 5 years good if much longer than this 2] Multiple cash flow income to sustain my basic expenses when i don't have an active job 3] I am correct most o

 Am i failure or a winner at this point of my life age 3 yrs with 2 daughters without any income right now with 1.30 lakh in account and a loan of 5 lakhs to build a house in mine home town matuli where neither mine wife nor mine daughter wants to live.Though building a house in mine home town which is a small village in saint kabir nagar would not appears appealing to anyone but i built it to have some permanent shelter for mine family which include mine father,mother,brother and me.Now i f i watch mine life closely in 12 years what i did i did 3 major things 1]sister marriage  2]brother  education  3]house in matuli  i may console me that i am a  successful fellow in my life but if i look at others they appears far much better position then me although their family background was much better then me. I did not expected much from life once i grad and was not placed in any inc from college. Here i am right somewhere and also wrong others places as well. The failure in respect to that i

 Life seems messed up previously but now with each day it seems to have arrange itself by its own when i see other people misery and sufferings though it seems suffering to me but its ok in there perspective we make life complex by our self and then we blame others.Here in our village i can see people who have very less facility yet they are living well its a lesson for us that things cannot go bad than this so why not try as much as we can in the direction that our heart really wants to drift.We cannot live happily by comparing out life with others the less active i am on social network the more satisfied mine life is becoming though it means that i could be called a narrow mind people but mine mental state of mind is more important then others remarks.Moving towards nature removes most of out body illness i can feel that when my leg touches the soil it feels the healing effect on my body.There are two people who are working i mine relative house one is young and other is about 85 Yrs